Lexy Eidam ♥.

I have so much I want to say, so much to tell you but when it comes down to getting it all out I cant seem to find the words.

Lexy, the past year and a half has felt like a life time and a split second all at once. I relive every moment of that day in my head everyday, and it never hurts any less yet it still doesn’t seem real. I thought I saw you the other day, I forgot everything that had happened and almost ran up to hug someone I didn’t even know. The moment I realised it wasnt you its like my heart broke all over again. I miss you so much, so much has changed and I wish you were here to see it all. To give your amazing advice when we’re in need, you always had a way of making things not seem quite so bad. To make us laugh so hard it hurts. To make every dull moment bright again, just by flashing your perfect smile and seeing the happiness and comfort in your eyes. The hardest thing is knowing we cant have all this but I find so much comfort in the memories I have. You’re always going to be beautiful now, forever young baby. Visiting memoirs in dreams. X